yet again.

I hope that whatever this is that is causing me discomfort will simply go away! I am weary of having something come along just as I am beginning to feel good -- good about life, ready to accomplish things, excited about possibilities.

BAM! 

Feel like crap, again, pain and discomfort -- but not enough that it's really serious (for which I am thankful, really, I am), but enough that I just don't feel good. And that messes with my head.

Shit.

waiting...

health issues....wanting to be healthy, yet not doing even those easy things that I know I should...simply feeling like crap....

It's hard to live up to my quote.